rely on my head way too much, and my heart way too little.
So, I can "clinically dissect" a reading, but have a hard time pulling in my own experience(s), as I don't have a lot of strong emotional connections to my past. Reminds me of the book, "Descarte's Error"
Trying to work on improving my physical/emotional awareness...

I think I got over-caffeinated this evening... Guess it's time to create my own constellations, looking at my popcorn ceiling...
A recall: "So, there I was, lying in bed, looking at the stars, thinking, 'Where's my ceiling?!?'"

Growf..?
}:D (..add ASCII art that symbolizes fiery breath here - I'm drawing a blank ___ )
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Many a teenage afternoon spent eagerly flipping to the back of Dragon, to read that month's "What's New?" by Phil Foglio. I think I still have the 2-volume set of the collected strips..

My mind's in a bad f'in head space. I feel invisible, unappreciated, and useless...
Just an hour ago, I felt alone in a room of crowded people. To illustrate, nobody talked with me and nobody sat next to me until it was the only chair left in the room.
Hopelessness sucks, and I'm still puzzled what purpose I'm supposed to fulfill that brought me back from the brink of death in october of '98.
Sorry to be a downer, but I probably wouldn't be able to sleep tonight if I didn't get this out of my head. I plan on waking up at 8 a.m.