I have been “shutting down”, since Sunday...
All the usual suspects: allergies, financial instability, lack of social contact, poor job performance(?),...
I can’t explain how or why I got to this dark place, or see a path to serenity - the fears are a choking cloud, making my mind dark and murky.
Last night, thoughts of self-harm and suicide plagued me, keeping me from a restful sleep. Today’s maybe a smidge better, but so many activities have already been discarded.
I’m tired of the constant hustle and struggle. I’m tired of living in unfulfilled wants and needs.
I’m tired.
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