Do I need “a cause to believe in”?
...doubtful, as I think I have a handful...
No... I need “a cause that believes in me”.
Perhaps it’s a weakness, but I need to be reminded, regularly, that someone’s, somewhere feels that I add value to their lives. Right now, those reminders are few and far in between the long stretches of silence, exclusion, and general lack of input.
How much of that falls back on my shoulders? Chided for not reaching out to others first, pursuing solitary interests, angry manic outbursts,...