After "falling apart on Facebook" on last night, I was left with a strong thought that I'm just an imposter in AA - that I really shouldn't be investing my time in it, like I have been. I had the recurring thought:
"I should just exit AA on my birthday' (29 August)
... because I no longer receive from it, and I no longer feel like what I give is welcome.
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I don't know yet if that's a firm conviction, or just some flimsy cry for attention. I don't even know if I really want or could handle the attention.
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