another moment of existential ennui..
My muscles and joints have been aching all night -
I cancelled plans to meet friends...
...which makes this a week of non-socialization?
I just want all the pining,
and all the pains
to evaporate?
No, I really just want
To sleep soundly,
In the hopes
That dreams can fix me?
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- jody bean
- Think of me as Kipling's "The Cat Who Walked By Himself"... and you probably will have a good picture of how I walk through life. If you don't want to take the time to read the story, then I would describe myself as fairly independent, but occasionally craves the company of others. Sometimes, I can try to be clever, and every once in a blue moon, I may actually succeed.
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