I’m Uncertain how to spend this afternoon. Torn between Austin Clubhouse and AA... maybe both...? Or I could go to Texas Workforce Commission, instead..?
Just feels like I’m spinning my wheels, though; trying to make activity when before I had expected to work (ACC budget concerns have reduced their reg support hours).
“Yes, Dad, life would be easier with a car...”
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(...and sneaking in the background: “I could jump off the 38th Street overpass, into I-35 lower deck traffic...”. My mind wants to kill me, to avoid dealing with my life...)
I want to try to be positive and create changes... yet I’m so worn down by the weight of my past failures.
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Off to the clubhouse. Hoping there’s some good produce...