I'm vaguebooking because I don't want the Facebook response that I've seen others receive with similar events, in the past. Yet I still want to try talk through this past week. There's the old filter, trying not to be a bother to others, by phone. A couple of friends have responded via Facebook comments or even emojis - but I don't want the Facebook response... (not directly, at least... as text is asynchronous hell)
There's the fear that too many of my past posts have branded me as a troll or worse.
At this point, I feel rather helpless. It feels like I need to hash it out with the therapist on Friday. I want to be able to show up, yet I can't even wade through my own confusion.
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