It's like I've been vibrating between content and deeply depressed over the last 24 hours. Mixed feelings that I'm doing alright and that I'm an abject failure.
The lingering cloud that "nobody understands me, and nobody wants to understand me." (Flooded with text messages, only to see they're tutoring jobs that go away 5 seconds before they're available)
The sinking feeling that the world is becoming crueler by leaps and bounds, as people start to feel their own desperation. Like, society is at a precipice before it turns and eats itself, akin to some of our own body's autoimmune responses.
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