My mind's trying to create all sorts of theories and explanations, for my isolation, today...
I want to be attractive and interesting.
I want to be included.
I want to believe that people want me in their lives.
Yet, the silence and the cold shoulders and the distracting phones and the momentous achievements push me into the shadows... push me towards the edge... push my small-town buttons.
Of course, I'm all tunnel-visioned on "right here, right now" and forgetting about the distant past of a week ago...
Feeling inconsequential and abandoned?
Feeling overly dramatic?
feeling so tired and weary...
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